My surroundings became astoundingly gray as my mind focused elsewhere. The mind ignored everything in space as it reflected on its own thinking. Reflecting isn’t the best word choice; rather, drowned in its own thinking. Yet, I remained distant from grasping the true nature of the mental state in which I was engulfed in. Did I avidly choose to be in that state? Is ‘free will’ involved? those were questions I prepared to tackle later; but for now, on a cellular level it seems that I am utilizing every ATP molecule to ‘guide’ my attention to the task of deciphering the root cause of my thinking. Guide, that is the word, I was possessed by the very task that I immersed my mind in, and I began to weave the philosophical ocean. My mind drifted slightly, as I ironically ‘pondered’ further; why am I taking on this extensive task? Perhaps I am seeking an intrinsic pleasure in solving the issue I presented to my mind.
Then, I felt it, a tap on my right shoulder, “I AM ON A BUS”- my mind screamed. A passenger that I have trapped between my body and the window… she wanted to exit. I found myself lost in an objective reality as I stood up to let her out. I sat down, anxiously retracing my mental steps in order to re-tackle my thought processes. Right then and there my body shivered; goosebumps peaking their head through my skin, running down my spine in a wave like fashion. “I think I solved it”- my mind uttered.
If I can speak in a theoretical way, trapping a physical entity within an ‘identical’ physical entity (i.e. trapping box A inside itself) cannot possibly exist; but, in a world where it could, the composition of boxes would not further clarify why box A continues to exist. Likewise, trapping thought A (namely; pondering) with an identical thought (i.e. pondering) can exist (i.e. pondering about pondering); however, this cannot clarify the existence of the initial thought.
A thought can never explain itself by itself.
apparently
those minds
are clever
& crafty
things 🙂
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Indeed 🙂
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Thinking hurts.
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I agree, thinking is a form of activity (some say it is perhaps similar to a physical activity). Thus, similar to being sore after a workout but stronger, extensive brain work can be extensive at times but rewarding 🙂
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I understand. My husband occasionally has to come and shake me to get me to pay attention. ‘Focus’ has a downside.
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That isn’t necessarily bad, you might be gifted with the power of side stepping external stimuli and reflecting intrinsically 🙂
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Reblogged this on Ancien Hippie.
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Thank you 🙂
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I’m not sure I’ve ever pondered about pondering so deeply, but I have been on a bus before, so that’s got to count for something. 🙂
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The act of tapping your shoulder triggered great insight. Usually, when riding a bus, it is a bit of an ordeal for me. But you found it quite rewarding. No one says “Excuse me” anymore. They assume you know to get up when they begin to rustle in their seat. And they always want to get out way before they reach their stop. In such a meaningless rush.
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That is very accurate!!
I am very grateful that it contributed instead of deducting away from my thinking 🙂
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Love philosophy, looking forward to reading more.
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Thank you 🙂
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I found this rather interesting. Pondering about pondering…best be careful not to get lost in the fog that will generate!
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Thank you 🙂 and yes indeed!
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An interesting conundrum.
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Thank you 🙂
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Now that sure required a lot of pondering..
Have experienced it quite a number of times..
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This is something my oldest would understand better than me. He’s the philosopher in the family. I tend to be more of a concrete, matter-of-fact thinker.
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Is that why one cannot pick oneself up in a basket no matter how strong one might be ? Forgive my pale attempt at humor, it is only that I find ludicrous to be just the proper medicine to get me back to normal after experiencing an epiphany ! Thanks for sharing ! ; )
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That was pretty funny hahah 🙂
I’m glad you enjoyed it!
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Does this explain people who I did not know where there complaining about my staring at them? Why don’t they believe that I didn’t see them or know they were there if my eyeballs were directed at them? When I am really thinking, I don’t see anything. I just “sense” my thoughts.
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That is exactly it, you begin to picture your thoughts and shun “non-urgent” objective stimuli
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Thanks. Nice to know others experience the same thing.
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Wishing you many more epiphanies. I loved the little video clip.
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thank you 🙂
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Thought provoking … More pondering?!
I like your processing and writing… Glad to bump into your blog.
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Thank you 🙂
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Looking forward to reading more of your interesting writing. Well spoken and welcome to wordpress.
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“thoughts drown out all other sounds” – definitely been there!
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